What a long day... Tiring but enjoyable nonetheless. Woke up early.. 8-ish cos Andy would pick me up from home to go to East Coast. Had a wild time at the beach playing soccer. Went for a jog with Andy and Nathan also while the rest of them went kayaking. Jogged even though i hadn't fully recovered from my overworked abs. I'm still not 100% fit. Still have a long way to go before I can be fit enough for my IPPT... Cheers to the both of them for all the encouragement.

We're drifting apart. Maybe it was coming all along. Maybe its just because of the circumstances. Maybe its because of different goals. I guess it was a long time coming. Or is it just me? Am I distancing myself? I don't know. Fact is, I feel left out... Maybe they are mutually exclusive. Either one or the other. Too bad I guess.

Finished up the prayer bulletin in church just now. Thanks to Raymond, Elissa, Rachelle and Ezra who helped with the suggestions, editing, printing and folding of the bulletins... Thank God for them. Couldn't have finished it without them.

It seems more real now that I think about it. More of a possiblity. More likely. But God has a wacky sense of humour. He keeps telling me... The more I want something, the more I have to let it go. My desire, His direction, His timing, His plan...

Its weird... I talk to people about God and I myself still try to grasp and understand Him.